Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Dont let go on us tonight
Love is not always black and white
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
But when I need you
You are almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i had left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well Im sorry that I took our love for granted
And now Im with you Im close to tears
cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
oh my gosh! i was actually scare about helping dan to dress her wound till i shiver. what is this?? think i need revision forgetting how to first aid. oh and i dunno why they like to argue. its such a small matter. well, i m a certified medic alright.
anw, i think i am damn tired lo. i know prelim are near but i dont seem to have enough time!
to all girls pls be careful, theres a molester around seng kang area. be careful.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
liping- is not that i dont wanna accept ur testi but u r writing nonsense! i declare that i am not pretty. really not. i told pl jie e yang yang already. she say she wanna kill me. hahaha. ur msn got error u know why cos they dont like u! ;) now then i realise. its time to be serious. actually many people cant take jokes. maybe sometimes i really am too much. cos my words has caused someone to be upset. but i really dont mean anything i say. i wont criticise ppl. when i dont like what u do or say i will still keep mum. unless u mean something in my heart. so i feel i should apologise to all those that i may have hurt through my words. now also i realise how powerful my words are. i am truely sorry if i hurt anyone in one way or another. i really dont mind when u tell me u dont like something abt me. if u keep quiet it will become misunderstnding. the only time i am peaced off is when u stop me from doing something. i dont want to be treated specially. when i really cannot take it i will say. but for as much and long i can endure i will do it. esp my health. its awful. since young i cant do this i cant do that. i am so sick of it. i am normal. i just needed more rest but my life is too packed.
Friday, July 14, 2006
i know the last post sounded sad. i really hope i dont have to feel that. and i will never let history repeats itself so i will appease. besides talking behind people's back is not me. i have changed. and i feel bad about it. so not me..
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
you people can choose not to read sch as usual but a robot working. firstly really must thank grace for helping me carry table and chairs. i know i have to put them back myself but i really cant bend. who else other than myself can feel the pain? but i can have friends who just ask me to put back myself! i m surprise. i began to wonder in our clique, do i really matter? i dont think so and i cant be bothered to say it out. 5 more months to go. the problem is not how important i am but i feel sometimes like it doesnt matter at all. i dont know why do i have this type of friends. dan: the clique exclude u. i m just waiting for this period to end cos will we ever keep in contact after graduation? i dont quite bother anw. i have friend who are more worth my tears and my effort. *end of story*
Monday, July 10, 2006
alright i went for injection in the morning. on my buttocks!! Ouch. well, does it get better? i dont really think so. after which i slept e whole day on my stomach. cos.. and when i woke up i was told i had 3 visitors! but only one stayed and u ppl sld know who he is. but i felt so bad that i didnt even bother who came! so sorry. mummy was like u go school like this you are gonna kill yourself but do i really have a choice. o level. plus tmr ms chia will be practising oral for wed real thing. anw, i really feel better now. after sleeping for 6hrs! the medication do work a bit la huh.
i have this question to ask. why cant we just have a more positive thinking? why cant we just forgive people easily? why must we make it so hard on others? time for reflection. some words are better left unsaid. =)
Sunday, July 09, 2006
oh what a bad day. supposed to have a fun time at sharing session but i had a bad back ache yest. stupid! save me! the feeling is awful. mum suggest i go take injection. pain killer cant eat too much. haiz but i hate injection! is there any other way to cure?
Saturday, July 08, 2006
sunday didnt study at all. but enjoyed the day. haha. hmm jiqing lost his wallet! but a knd soul returned. good for him. today stay home. ~ to know what we did in our previous life, look at what we have in our present life.~
Sunday, July 02, 2006
i simply enjoy my present life. i like it cos school has been great. finally i looked forward to going school again. right now i just wanna concentrate on studies and bonding with my friends. cos i know all this will be over soon. i got my motivation back once again!
i am addicted to soccer! i want chocolate. i want freedom.
i had never thought that soccer was so fun! i realised that girls are violent too. we dont really care what it is just snatch the ball from our opponent. and today mrs ng just cant stand us she thinks we are irritating but we know she likes us. our class is really very bubbly.
after school hot pink was thinking about how we gonna touch our teachers to tears on teachers day. well, i am quite sure some teachers will miss us. we may be irritating them but we made teaching more fun for them. i really hope the class can be bonded for the last semester. things may change after that but memories wont change. i cherish being in an IJ school being with IJ girls cos they rock!! it is a feeling that only u yourself being an IJ girl can understand. The friendship,the teachers,the routine,the bonding,the scolding,the commitment.
